name fish.
age twenty-six.
pronouns they/them/他.
big three aquarius/virgo/libra.
mbti intp.
languages eng/中.
home east coast, usa.
hi, i'm fish!
in another life, i was an aspiring academic, but now i'm just a shitposter.
expect ramblings about lolesports, emo music, formula one, jet lag the game, ttrpgs, dropout.tv, leftism, academia, tattoos, and wherever else my whims have gone.dni (in addition to the usual):
if you're not 18+.
if you're not cool with rps/rpf or mentions of alcohol, nicotine, & other substances.
if you use generative ai.
if you're involved in anti-/pro-shipping discourse. (on either side. i'm too old to care tbh.)
Published Works
| Title | Ship | Details | Date |
|---|---|---|---|
| "smoke and lace" | rulhends, kinghends | 13.3k one-shot collection (ongoing); rated m; cigarettes as a metaphor; infidelity & homewrecking | feb. 2025 |
| "surrendered to the fauna" | on2eus | 48.8k two-part series (on hiatus); rated e; omegaverse; mild smut | feb. 2025 |
| "come home, the kettle's whistling" | on2eus/gen | 4.2k standalone one-shot; rated g; goodbye scene; can be read as platonic | nov. 2024 |
Works In Progress
| Title | Ship | Details | Words |
|---|---|---|---|
| "slow down the bass" | rulhends | COMING SOON! — multi-chapter; rated e; asian-american nyc college student au; friends with benefits; fratty ruler & cynical lehends; party girl jeesun as lehends's twink handler; set in the 2010s because i'm old; cameos from some lcs/ltan players & lck ensemble; inspo & art from my beloved @chovycheeks | est. ~40k |
| "fill my lungs up with something that's thicker than smoke" | rulhends | COMING SOON! — two-part final installment in the "smoke and lace" series; rated m/e; one chapter each of ruler and lehends povs; kinghends breakup; ruler continues to be down bad for lehends and things go about as well as you'd expect (poorly, that is) | est. ~12k |
| "shed your knuckle velvet" | guria | longfic; rated e; omegaverse angst & smut; guma gets benched and crashes out; copious biblical references and metaphors; guria divorce era; guma being a pastor's son irl is something that can be sooo personal | est. ~80k |
| "my summertime boy" | probably maolan but idk | multi-chapter; rating tbd; ivy league college au mixed with beachy vacation town au; imagine "the summer i turned pretty" meets "normal people" but with new england gothic / dark academia vibes; lots of commentary on class disparities and social status | ??? |
| "world explodes and i'm with you still" | rulhends | standalone one-shot; rating tbd; literally just the plot of the mv for cherry thrill by movements, but with rulhends. | est. ~10k |
| untitled iris zero au | ? | i have no idea where i'm going with this one ngl lol, i just want to write something set in the iris zero universe, it'll probably be a longfic though | ??? |
Notes
wip list last updated on 7/15/25.
questions (about my fics, or otherwise) are welcome in my tumblr ask box. answers can be found in my #fish-writes tag.
please follow rpf/rps etiquette and do not share any of my fics in places where the real people could potentially see it.
translation rules are on my ao3 profile here.
i tend to write character-driven angst with mature themes, little plot, and ambiguous/unhappy endings; please don't expect or request otherwise.
F1
yt22
aa23
zg24 (catdespair)
LOLESPORTS
NA: tl25 (yeon!, corejj); na25 (rip...); massu; eg22; tsm15+16 ; c914
EU: lr25; kc25 (yike, canna); jojopyun
KR: zo!fgk; geng22 (ruler!, lehends); viper!; berserker; ssg17
i only actively keep up with lcs/ltan and los ratones on a regular basis, but i occasionally tune in for lck and lec. i primarily write rpf for lck.
MUSIC
emo / emo-adjacent: the wonder years, modern baseball, hot mulligan, arm's length, citizen, trophy eyes, fireworks, knocked loose, macseal, into it over it, spanish love songs, mallcops, tigers jaw, oso oso, movements, super american, turnstile, la dispute, pet symmetry, saturdays at your place
other: brakence, lana del rey, lucy dacus, glaive, the 1975, charli xcx, ethel cain, lorde, aries, keshi, knock2, peach pit, glaive, underscores, jane remover, phoebe bridgers, 2hollis