name fish.
age twenty-six.
pronouns they/them/他.
big three aquarius/virgo/libra.
mbti intp.
languages eng/中.
home east coast, usa.
hi, i'm fish!
in another life, i was an aspiring academic, but now i'm just a shitposter.
expect ramblings about lolesports, emo music, formula one, jet lag the game, ttrpgs, dropout.tv, academia, tattoos, and wherever else my whims are taking me.dni (in addition to the usual):
if you're not 18+.
if you're not cool with rps/rpf or mentions of alcohol, nicotine, & other substances.
if you use generative ai.
if you're involved in anti-/pro-shipping discourse. (on either side. i'm too old to care tbh.)
Published Works
| Title | Ship | Details | Date |
|---|---|---|---|
| "smoke and lace" | rulhends, kinghends | 13.3k one-shot collection (ongoing); rated m; cigarettes as a metaphor; infidelity & homewrecking | feb. 2025 |
| "surrendered to the fauna" | on2eus | 48.8k two-part series (on hiatus); rated e; omegaverse; mild smut | feb. 2025 |
| "come home, the kettle's whistling" | on2eus/gen | 4.2k standalone one-shot; rated g; goodbye scene; can be read as platonic | nov. 2024 |
Works In Progress
| Title | Ship | Details | Words |
|---|---|---|---|
| "slow down the bass" | rulhends | COMING SOON! — multi-chapter; rated e; asian-american nyc college student au; friends with benefits; fratty ruler & cynical lehends; party girl jeesun as lehends's twink handler; set in the 2010s because i'm old; cameos from some lcs/ltan players; inspo & art from @chovycheeks | est. ~40k |
| "thicker than smoke" | rulhends | COMING SOON! — two-part finale to the "smoke and lace" series; rated m/e; one chapter each of ruler and lehends povs; ruler continues to be down bad for lehends and things go about as well as you'd expect (poorly, that is) | est. ~12k |
| "shed your knuckle velvet" | guria | longfic; rated e; omegaverse angst & smut; guma gets benched and crashes out; copious biblical references and metaphors; guria divorce era; guma being a pastor's son irl is something that can be sooo personal; hoping to finish and publish after msi/ewc | est. ~80k |
| "my summertime boy" | it's a surprise (for both me and you because idk yet) | multi-chapter; rating tbd; ivy league college au mixed with beachy vacation town au; imagine "the summer i turned pretty" meets "normal people" but with new england gothic / dark academia vibes; lots of commentary on class disparities and social status | ??? |
| "silver medals, silver scrapes" | 2hj, on2eus, maolan | standalone one-shot; rated e; extremely toxic yaoi; smutty; emotional infidelity; 2hj are hooking up but still in love with their exes; tbh i might abandon this one because i truly am struggling so hard with their names lmao | est. ~10k |
| untitled team liquid korean bootcamp fic | gen | standalone one-shot; rated g; corejj introduces yeon and ruler; yeon and apa are bros; yeon's insomnia gets worse with jet lag; literally just an outlet for my ramblings about asian-americanness, language barriers, cultural identity, etc. | est. ~20k |
| untitled iris zero au | ? | i have no idea where i'm going with this one ngl lol, i just want to write something set in the iris zero universe, it'll probably be a longfic though | ??? |
Notes
wip list last updated on 6/2/25.
questions (about my fics, or otherwise) are welcome in my tumblr ask box. answers can be found in my #fish-writes tag.
please follow rpf/rps etiquette and do not share any of my fics in places where the real people could potentially see it.
translation rules are on my ao3 profile here.
i tend to write character-driven angst with mature themes and relatively little plot; please don't expect or request otherwise.
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LOLESPORTS
NA: tl25 (yeon!, umti, corejj); na25 (biofrost!, pobelter); massu; eg22; tsm15+16 ; c914
EU: lr25 (crownie!, rekkles, caedrel); kc25 (yike, canna)
KR: zo!fgk; geng22 (ruler!, lehends); viper!; berserker; ssg17
i only actively keep up with lcs/ltan and los ratones on a regular basis, but i occasionally tune in for lck and lec. i primarily write rpf for lck.
MUSIC
emo / emo-adjacent: the wonder years, modern baseball, hot mulligan, arm's length, citizen, trophy eyes, fireworks, macseal, spanish love songs, mallcops, tigers jaw, oso oso, movements, super american
other: brakence, lana del rey, lucy dacus, the 1975, charli xcx, ethel cain, lorde, keshi, knock2, peach pit, glaive